Since the onset of COVID-19 Pandemic and all the restrictions that have come with it, I was among the thousands of people who have lost their income due to business closures. I was also among the numerous yoga teachers/fitness instructors that transitioned to teaching live-stream classes through Zoom. Even though teaching through an online platform was something I had wanted to do for a while, I was “forced” into this situation sooner than I was anticipating. I say “forced” because my other option was to not teach at all. There are several reasons why I was delaying online teaching:
- I don’t like hearing my recorded voice (I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels like this). When I hear my unrecorded-self talk, I like the tonality and the intonation in my speaking voice… which is not the case when I hear my recorded voice.
- I don’t like seeing myself talking in a video. I start looking at how I move my mouth when I speak, my non-conscious movements, my lack of smile (making me look like I’m mad), my non-white teeth (from many years of tea and coffee drinking)… the list goes on and on.
- I wondered if people would actually switch from in-person classes with me to on-line/live-streaming classes. Being that I specialize in teaching gentler forms of yoga (not necessarily easier, but I focus more on proper alignment and injury prevention), my morning classes consist of mostly women in their late 30’s to 50’s. Half of these wonderful women are not big fans of technology, so I knew I would lose the number of people I can help by transitioning my classes online.
- I questioned my discipline. Would I be able to consistently teach online every week, or would I start to lose motivation and quit?
It is interesting that it took a global crisis for me to take the leap into teaching classes online. But before I decided to offer live-stream classes, I had to search in my heart and make sure I wasn’t doing it out of fear (check out my previous blog on overcoming fear). Once I prayed, meditated and talked it over with my husband (who is often the voice of reason), I realized that this would be a great time for me to take a leap and see what God does with it.
Today is my second week of online teaching, and it’s going great so far. Last week, I taught three All-Levels Yoga classes, two Yoga Nidra classes (if you don’t know what this is, sign up for my class here), and a Biblical Meditation Workshop (click here for future workshops)… and I’m happy to report that I did not feel self-conscious, and I was able to stay disciplined and organized with my schedule! The greatest lesson I learned in this whole process is that I get in my own way (and in God’s way) which prevents me from doing and experiencing greater things.
How often do you convince yourself not to pursue a dream or an idea because you think it is:
- Too much work?
- Too much effort?
- Too scary?
- Too intimidating?
- Too out of your comfort zone?
Next time you feel any of the feelings above, remind yourself to get out of your way so that you can go after accomplishing and experiencing things that you otherwise wouldn’t have been able to. And if you don’t succeed in your definition of success (more on this topic next week), know that IT IS OKAY. You are still wonderful. You are still loved. You are still uniquely YOU!